Today is 19/9/09, Saturday. Already 2 months. But I still can't 100% forget him. Sometime I will ask myself. Am I stupid? My friend asked me. Why he treat me so bad, I didn't hate him. I answered I don't know. Sick for 4 days already. Really suffer. No energy to chat with anyone.

Daphia(created by Vivian)?Daniel + Sophia = Daphia?? Tuesday I went to Bio tuition. I realised that Daphia is a animal. Quite funny. Maybe this is the reason that we can't find. This few day I very hardworking. Always finish homework so fast. Now his effect for me is less than 50% already. Is it a good news for me? My friend asked me that will he regret that he bought a handphone that same with mine. I answered I don't know.

Last Saturday attended Sam Tet's function. I din even talk with him. I scare he will hurt me again. During lunch time my friend told me that he went to chase girl. Then I said I can sure he won't come near to our table. It's true. Someone advised me don't do anything. Just let time to change everything. I think I can do it. After that went to parade. When walk with ah fan, kenny and zheng hoong, suddenly saw him in front of me. It's quite far. I asked kenny bring me walk to another way. What Chea said is true. I need to stay far away from him. Then only I won't get hurt. I feel sorry. That I can't face Chea. When he say Goodbye to me, I din bother him. Next month is my birthday. I din even hope I will get any present from my friends. I just hope won't happen any sad thing on that day.

I heard that HE has been changed. Changed to another person. Is it true? Should I believe the person that told me those thing? I really don't know. The person hurt me too. I really don't understand. I take him as best friend. How can he do this to me? It's not fair for me. But I know this world seldom have anything is fair. I don't know what can I do. Anyone can tell me?