Started a new relationship. Don't know why for this time i din have 100% confidence in relationship. I think is get too much hurt. I really very hate sam tet. Don't know why I didn't do anything, they still want to talk something behind me. Say bad things. I really feel very angry. But I can't do anything. That's the fact. This time exam I gonna kill myself. I can't imagine how bad are the results. I have read. but when doing the paper, I forget the formula. Haiz. Recently always headache. Club stuff always disturb me although i'm having exam. I can't imagine next year how bad is my club. I scare I can't even get a merit award during the forum. Really fell dissapointed to my members. No one of them can help me. I'm very tired.