Today sit for my august test. Can't read anything. My mind can't receive anything. This morning I think of him again. I think back last time. My last exam everyday also got him accompany me. But now...Before this, we study together until late at night. Usually I study at morning, but I changed my lifestyle, study and accompany him until late at night. But now I need to study alone. Last night feel very miss him. But I cannot find him. Now I really jealous my god sister, puimun, she got a good bf. I always will ask myself if i got a bf like this, then how good am I?But I know I wont be the lucky 1. This few go to parade will think back our last time. Because the whole parade is full of our memory. We like to walk the whole parade until so tired.I'm very regret why last time I so like to angry him. But for me, I angry him is because I care him, I love him. But he don't even know. I heard many gossip about him from peoples. I don't know now should I continue to believe him?Until now I still don't know what should I do for my couple-T. Usually this is his birthday present. My suprise for him. It's useless and meaningless now.Don't know what can do.